This week has been one of the hardest weeks I've had in a long time. For the first time in my life I felt like I had a clear direction on what the next step in my life should be and I acted on it. The only problem was that it was too late. Too late. Now, I have to live with the regret that I didn't act sooner. To love something so much and not be able to have it is the worst feeling in the world. Regret and what ifs will plague me for a long time to come. Admist the anguish that I have now, I have to once again trust that the Lord knows best and that I do not. It's just a hurt that may never go away......
Yet in the present suffering, there is a lesson to be learned: Let love never leave you. Open your heart to love full well knowing that you could get hurt...it will always be worth it. To not desire something is to kill your heart forever. Love with all your heart no matter what.
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